Foundation fortnight first day...all zapped wondering what is it gonna be like and how the hell will two years be? Glancing at the strangers, eyes all over the place to find the grey matter of my mentality....well some nerds,, some show offs,, some wanna bes,, some trying to be at the top from day 1...well its "mba" M-me , B- best , A -afterall..'" but how does that matter to me , they may be all from the PGDM( no offense) but how bout checking out some from the priveledged batch popularly known as "BD" well now known as "BDRM (retail addition), the batch that i belong to.....
The journey begins and here starts the struggle towards finding or rather meeting the right people....Paanch Pandavs and A Drapaudi(PS- No cheerharan here..)( An analogy drawn- directly or indirectly no refrence to the history).. Every morning struggling to wake up to get to the place for which i had probably written some 100 exams and moreover to confront the most amzing( sarcasm) local trainn journey of getting crushed between some ladies who would keep their mouth as close to mine as if ready for an act( sec 377 highly prevelant), thats not all , the waiting period for a lift to come to take us to room no. 621 was another experience of a kind... Sitting in the class trying to concentrate and make notes so that i could make the most each penny spend but consistency does not come so easy....Distractions are a part of life and whats better then the distractions from frenz who would later be with you for all the while......Admist all the daily chores there were different poles coming together totally unrealised and random..
Let me now introduce you to each one. One fine afternoon sitting on the slab, puposely wanting to be late for the memetics meeting i came across the first Pandav who apparently wanted to be late too...(See the mentality matches)..we just sat, least bothered about what would be the consequences coz there was something else happening at that time... Getting to know each other bettter, well u guys would kill me for mentioning him again but it was regarding Dr. G and thats where it all began.. Though we were different and he probably thought I had attitude but there was a link thats got us together....I hope he would agree to this one...The second pandav , Mr. aquarian , well the name was coined after one farm party( apologies to those uninvited) where sky was not the limit and immaturity continuum followed the maturity continuum and the night took care of the rest... sloshed in the midst of liquid and smoke could not be away from water even once.. Thats aquarian...The third pandav , totally in love with the unshaven moustache and beard socialises to the core and makes sure that none of the chick passes unseen and untalked.. well i was not amongst those chicks passing by but someone who was always a close friend to him.. the one from the beginning.. The fouth pandav,, the recent controversial figure in a dilema of figuring out "Aadat" and "Jarurat", after the tiring day went back to the station together and made sure that we miss atleast 5 trains to crib about what were we doing and is it really worth it.. Here comes the fifth one popularly known as tiger for his "male id" sorry "mail id"... Well a late inclusion but one face that makes me laugh at every word coming out of the mouth.( i din mean to say joker) or for that matter the raised eyebrows and an artificial smile for that every picture being clicked by the digi cam...
Thats how people of all the different genres met and met to have all the fun , to go to the sidey restaurants and make sure that the sanitizers were well used, to make sure that the pandavs did not miss a single opportunity to have that liquid gulped insides at Durga be it class test or the " technology " powered clicker test., to develop new passsion everyday one being having the paan(keemam) so that all the lectures would be fully utilized for effective square table conversations...to celebrate each and every moment together be it the Juhu Beach or the "SIDEY SUTRA".., collectively study and find weird corelations of missiing notes at the presence of someone beside them, , making each project one hell of a fun, an excuse of going rural to make sure that the night does not end and each beat of the "left" speakers at Nashik to dance to Chiggy wiggy but also make sure anyhow the project is done as well........
and thats just the story of 3 months.........so as per the university guidelines we still have approximately 18 months to go........... the fun has just begun...Cheers to us............
Friday, October 16, 2009
Wedding bells
kisine saach hi kaha hain,, "agar nahi milta toh khafa na hona kyunki jab milta hain to phir woh chhapar phad ke hi milta hain"... aur aisa hi kuuch humare saath bhi hua hain........its a moment of utter joy and pleasure that not one but two my brothers are all set to tie the knot of love and loads of love.......
well here is something about that one guy who thinks he knows the world better than anyone and y not its not his fault its just that he is a "virgo"...yet another " virgo". The best person i ever know and the scariest i ever know too...with whom since childwood i have lingered and played and dirtied my hands,, with whom i have sang and learnt those diffcult lyrics of some bezerk rock song , with whom i have grooved to all the dance forms in whatever possible way and with whom nothing remains hidden......made sure that his calls reach me when ever im not around and ensures that one smile on my face each n every time..know each other in and out or probably by now can read each other very well.....
One fine day when i saw him lost and occupied, fidgeting with his cell phone , trying to answer to all the possible questions and looking absolutely perplexed, i wondered whats happening????? The fact is that i just wondered for that moment and never asked,, and now the act kept repeating --those late night calls,, the room door being locked for more than 30 mins ,,smiling away to glory without any conversation and making sure that every speck of thought reaches the other end of that electronic device called the cell phone...life was changing and changing for good....me n my little one knew it all now....There were pearls of dreams being stringed into a beautiful necklace which would we worn by the angel on the other side. a beautiful story had started taking shape and me and my lil one were the one to give it a finishing touch.......The day seemed just to short and the night just flew by for him ( I hope the same was on the other side as well)..every other tv saop or movie seemed as if it were meant for him and his life,,every song sang his lyrics and every drive was a drive towards the long awiating destiny...well now was the time to get out of the fantasy world and face the reality, face the reality of confronting to the whole world about the juggling inside the heart and be able to hold to the responsibility so agile and dear..Life doesnt come easy and and yes its good its not easy, otherwise who would remember the moments....Sadness and anger and confusion, every night wondering whether it is gonna happen or not,,,whether i was ryt......He is my bro ' he btter be ryt"... and yes he was.... things fell in place and the two souls who wandered and waited each and every second for things to happen had now no words to express the about the war that they had just won collectively of being together for the rest of their lives..... yupiies its time for celebration and lot of exploration...well ya so thats a Happy ending... OOPS not ending thats just a beggining.......a happy beginning....
This rowdy fellow who never even bothered to pick up his t shirt to hang it behind the door now cares about even a "golden" thermacol ball that comes with the gift packing from her dream girl,, someone who never bothered to even open his own gifts now takes care of each and every wrapping paper that come s along with the gifts,,Makes sure that all the chocolates reamin his room though the space in the mumbai flats do not permit this.........Yes this is what it is... Love and pure love- (Pyar ke side effects)...well happiness is all around the place and the sparkling light of love has enlighten all of us with these two little hearts who are meant to be together....Two pure souls who aspire to make it to through the toughestof storms, the deepest of the sea, the hardest of the wall and two buds of flowers who will reamin together till the last breath...Yes till the last breath........
well here is something about that one guy who thinks he knows the world better than anyone and y not its not his fault its just that he is a "virgo"...yet another " virgo". The best person i ever know and the scariest i ever know too...with whom since childwood i have lingered and played and dirtied my hands,, with whom i have sang and learnt those diffcult lyrics of some bezerk rock song , with whom i have grooved to all the dance forms in whatever possible way and with whom nothing remains hidden......made sure that his calls reach me when ever im not around and ensures that one smile on my face each n every time..know each other in and out or probably by now can read each other very well.....
One fine day when i saw him lost and occupied, fidgeting with his cell phone , trying to answer to all the possible questions and looking absolutely perplexed, i wondered whats happening????? The fact is that i just wondered for that moment and never asked,, and now the act kept repeating --those late night calls,, the room door being locked for more than 30 mins ,,smiling away to glory without any conversation and making sure that every speck of thought reaches the other end of that electronic device called the cell phone...life was changing and changing for good....me n my little one knew it all now....There were pearls of dreams being stringed into a beautiful necklace which would we worn by the angel on the other side. a beautiful story had started taking shape and me and my lil one were the one to give it a finishing touch.......The day seemed just to short and the night just flew by for him ( I hope the same was on the other side as well)..every other tv saop or movie seemed as if it were meant for him and his life,,every song sang his lyrics and every drive was a drive towards the long awiating destiny...well now was the time to get out of the fantasy world and face the reality, face the reality of confronting to the whole world about the juggling inside the heart and be able to hold to the responsibility so agile and dear..Life doesnt come easy and and yes its good its not easy, otherwise who would remember the moments....Sadness and anger and confusion, every night wondering whether it is gonna happen or not,,,whether i was ryt......He is my bro ' he btter be ryt"... and yes he was.... things fell in place and the two souls who wandered and waited each and every second for things to happen had now no words to express the about the war that they had just won collectively of being together for the rest of their lives..... yupiies its time for celebration and lot of exploration...well ya so thats a Happy ending... OOPS not ending thats just a beggining.......a happy beginning....
This rowdy fellow who never even bothered to pick up his t shirt to hang it behind the door now cares about even a "golden" thermacol ball that comes with the gift packing from her dream girl,, someone who never bothered to even open his own gifts now takes care of each and every wrapping paper that come s along with the gifts,,Makes sure that all the chocolates reamin his room though the space in the mumbai flats do not permit this.........Yes this is what it is... Love and pure love- (Pyar ke side effects)...well happiness is all around the place and the sparkling light of love has enlighten all of us with these two little hearts who are meant to be together....Two pure souls who aspire to make it to through the toughestof storms, the deepest of the sea, the hardest of the wall and two buds of flowers who will reamin together till the last breath...Yes till the last breath........
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
13 th october- 3:00am to 5:00 am
Exams over!!! Freedom !!! flew like a free bird!!!!Never thought projects would be so much fun and truly cherish my decision of making it happen that day....the journey begins with beautiful people around me,, howling, singing,, dancing and just us thats it........... who cares about the world.....the sun settles and evrybody is in the groove and rejoicing each and evry moment ... feeling absolutely blessed that all of us met ,,, apologies,,, thankss,,,,friendship all floating in abundance in the air of enjoyment... But admist that there was something esle happening as well, a n act of knowing someone who was just a stranger few days ago but has now become a "NEED".... Well i don know whether its mere observance or the inborn intellect that triggered from within and let the expressions flow .. and not just flow but in just the right flow......Little tipsy,,,Cuddled in the bedsheet and all ready to talk to the stars and be in my dream world i hear a sudden chuckle some body just trying to disrupt my sleep or probably a bell for my knowing my self better......
One voice in the darkness of the night said that there is something about you that attracts .....inquisitive about what would follow the voice continues "Its your simplicity" ..dumbstuck at the simplest point that could come my way......and the emotions of the "light brown" eyes were read in the silent dark night....the conversation had just begun......could feel the intensity of a free bird , a bird who would want to reach the heights do whatever and be whatever and anybody daring to hold me back would get a good "kick on his back" .The third point followed --sounding rather half covinced that im helpful, still unsure but things dont end there the statement turned into surity by another voice who had experienced the gesture of probably being helped or having confronting a situation in which my quality of helping had been justified.....there was a feeling of utter joy and happiness, getting to know so much about urself for the first time without having asked for it...The joy of getting without expecting is anyways thrilling..and that tooo all good, good enough to "woo" somebody...hehehe......as the time passed by the good things continued and this time it was about the aura- " the power of my personality" that attracted the voice who snatched away the silence of the night and got me trapped in the conversation..and if im not wrong the exact words were" he (any boy friend or partner in future) might have an inferiority complex" the aura that you carry is so strong and is something different which pulls attention.....I could not beleive what was happening..the clunged hands were in sweat now,,,time had just flew by and thousand of thoughts sprung my head wondering all night how all this was all ryt and fell in the place?? Can somebody know you so much so soon or is it random ness??/ Welll behind every randomness is also a pattern (a learning from my mentor Dr. G)....I am still looking out for an answer .In trying to be modest i did not hestitate to ask about something that i lacked but there was no answer.........i kept shut and realised that now it was time to cuddle back so that the next day could be utilized efficiently for the job that we had come for......Silence followed...
a while back i just got call that there is something that you lack....It wasnt so easily said ...but yes to my surprise it was right again...the fact that when i get angry , i tend to blab anything and everything which might be an offense to the recipient.....wooof it was analysis of a kind... getting to know myself from some one elses eye in such a close context....Some sunsigns just tend to know u more than what u know urself and this was yet another one......an experience of a kind absolutely unforgettable......At the end im glad the promise given to me was unbroken............
One voice in the darkness of the night said that there is something about you that attracts .....inquisitive about what would follow the voice continues "Its your simplicity" ..dumbstuck at the simplest point that could come my way......and the emotions of the "light brown" eyes were read in the silent dark night....the conversation had just begun......could feel the intensity of a free bird , a bird who would want to reach the heights do whatever and be whatever and anybody daring to hold me back would get a good "kick on his back" .The third point followed --sounding rather half covinced that im helpful, still unsure but things dont end there the statement turned into surity by another voice who had experienced the gesture of probably being helped or having confronting a situation in which my quality of helping had been justified.....there was a feeling of utter joy and happiness, getting to know so much about urself for the first time without having asked for it...The joy of getting without expecting is anyways thrilling..and that tooo all good, good enough to "woo" somebody...hehehe......as the time passed by the good things continued and this time it was about the aura- " the power of my personality" that attracted the voice who snatched away the silence of the night and got me trapped in the conversation..and if im not wrong the exact words were" he (any boy friend or partner in future) might have an inferiority complex" the aura that you carry is so strong and is something different which pulls attention.....I could not beleive what was happening..the clunged hands were in sweat now,,,time had just flew by and thousand of thoughts sprung my head wondering all night how all this was all ryt and fell in the place?? Can somebody know you so much so soon or is it random ness??/ Welll behind every randomness is also a pattern (a learning from my mentor Dr. G)....I am still looking out for an answer .In trying to be modest i did not hestitate to ask about something that i lacked but there was no answer.........i kept shut and realised that now it was time to cuddle back so that the next day could be utilized efficiently for the job that we had come for......Silence followed...
a while back i just got call that there is something that you lack....It wasnt so easily said ...but yes to my surprise it was right again...the fact that when i get angry , i tend to blab anything and everything which might be an offense to the recipient.....wooof it was analysis of a kind... getting to know myself from some one elses eye in such a close context....Some sunsigns just tend to know u more than what u know urself and this was yet another one......an experience of a kind absolutely unforgettable......At the end im glad the promise given to me was unbroken............
Saturday, October 3, 2009
touch points
After a long time i feel like writing again,, wondering what to start with i guess i should follow my style and that is yet another poem.
The title of my poem this time is touch points coz i beleive that everything that matters in life - good or bad touches u in some or the other way and this is about some moments that have touched me in my life.
Sitting and wondering whether this would ever happen,
Never knew everything would come so well wrappen
Life was on a stand still when everything was happenin
and rest goes just off the directions that have been map in
but how does that really matter
when you know that today is the time and rest will just tatter
being mean or selfish sometimes to get the best for me
enthralled to unlock the key
The key to freedom, joy , fun excitement, all that i want
alone which i cant
lounging on a bus stop wondering whom to text
the irony is that heart is still missing the one sitting next
every little emotion taken care of
full attention at a single sneeze or a cough
lost lot of moments while just being cuddled
cherish all those moments which together were muddled
sometimes just wonder how to priortise
u lose the gist in the advent of rise
the process of realisation amkes u feel the worse
but noone esle it urself to curse
Lots of mistakes and errors made
admitting to it churns out the courage and audacity to be laid
never would want to repeat those mistakes
the tough part inside just makes
holding the hands tight to be quiet when required
the irresitible mouth with all the comments wired.
quest to get better at all times
some instinsts chimes
to be aloof and try to be urself
or just be the way - myself
all the up, downs, emotions ,,swings - two sides of the coin
they are all the incidents in mah life - called the touch poin - ts..
The title of my poem this time is touch points coz i beleive that everything that matters in life - good or bad touches u in some or the other way and this is about some moments that have touched me in my life.
Sitting and wondering whether this would ever happen,
Never knew everything would come so well wrappen
Life was on a stand still when everything was happenin
and rest goes just off the directions that have been map in
but how does that really matter
when you know that today is the time and rest will just tatter
being mean or selfish sometimes to get the best for me
enthralled to unlock the key
The key to freedom, joy , fun excitement, all that i want
alone which i cant
lounging on a bus stop wondering whom to text
the irony is that heart is still missing the one sitting next
every little emotion taken care of
full attention at a single sneeze or a cough
lost lot of moments while just being cuddled
cherish all those moments which together were muddled
sometimes just wonder how to priortise
u lose the gist in the advent of rise
the process of realisation amkes u feel the worse
but noone esle it urself to curse
Lots of mistakes and errors made
admitting to it churns out the courage and audacity to be laid
never would want to repeat those mistakes
the tough part inside just makes
holding the hands tight to be quiet when required
the irresitible mouth with all the comments wired.
quest to get better at all times
some instinsts chimes
to be aloof and try to be urself
or just be the way - myself
all the up, downs, emotions ,,swings - two sides of the coin
they are all the incidents in mah life - called the touch poin - ts..
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