13 th october- 3:00am to 5:00 am

Exams over!!! Freedom !!! flew like a free bird!!!!Never thought projects would be so much fun and truly cherish my decision of making it happen that day....the journey begins with beautiful people around me,, howling, singing,, dancing and just us thats it........... who cares about the world.....the sun settles and evrybody is in the groove and rejoicing each and evry moment ... feeling absolutely blessed that all of us met ,,, apologies,,, thankss,,,,friendship all floating in abundance in the air of enjoyment... But admist that there was something esle happening as well, a n act of knowing someone who was just a stranger few days ago but has now become a "NEED".... Well i don know whether its mere observance or the inborn intellect that triggered from within and let the expressions flow .. and not just flow but in just the right flow......Little tipsy,,,Cuddled in the bedsheet and all ready to talk to the stars and be in my dream world i hear a sudden chuckle some body just trying to disrupt my sleep or probably a bell for my knowing my self better......

One voice in the darkness of the night said that there is something about you that attracts .....inquisitive about what would follow the voice continues "Its your simplicity" ..dumbstuck at the simplest point that could come my way......and the emotions of the "light brown" eyes were read in the silent dark night....the conversation had just begun......could feel the intensity of a free bird , a bird who would want to reach the heights do whatever and be whatever and anybody daring to hold me back would get a good "kick on his back" .The third point followed --sounding rather half covinced that im helpful, still unsure but things dont end there the statement turned into surity by another voice who had experienced the gesture of probably being helped or having confronting a situation in which my quality of helping had been justified.....there was a feeling of utter joy and happiness, getting to know so much about urself for the first time without having asked for it...The joy of getting without expecting is anyways thrilling..and that tooo all good, good enough to "woo" somebody...hehehe......as the time passed by the good things continued and this time it was about the aura- " the power of my personality" that attracted the voice who snatched away the silence of the night and got me trapped in the conversation..and if im not wrong the exact words were" he (any boy friend or partner in future) might have an inferiority complex" the aura that you carry is so strong and is something different which pulls attention.....I could not beleive what was happening..the clunged hands were in sweat now,,,time had just flew by and thousand of thoughts sprung my head wondering all night how all this was all ryt and fell in the place?? Can somebody know you so much so soon or is it random ness??/ Welll behind every randomness is also a pattern (a learning from my mentor Dr. G)....I am still looking out for an answer .In trying to be modest i did not hestitate to ask about something that i lacked but there was no answer.........i kept shut and realised that now it was time to cuddle back so that the next day could be utilized efficiently for the job that we had come for......Silence followed...

a while back i just got call that there is something that you lack....It wasnt so easily said ...but yes to my surprise it was right again...the fact that when i get angry , i tend to blab anything and everything which might be an offense to the recipient.....wooof it was analysis of a kind... getting to know myself from some one elses eye in such a close context....Some sunsigns just tend to know u more than what u know urself and this was yet another one......an experience of a kind absolutely unforgettable......At the end im glad the promise given to me was unbroken............