Change is inevitable

I think im a kid and and will think this for the rest of my life till i take the last breath to close my ears to make each and every voice of this world numb, to close my eyes to make each and every view of the world blind..Coz i have learnt and still in the phase where life has to reveal hell lot of truths and reality in front of me for me to be able to take it and move ahead coz the gist is that life has to go on..nothing is permanent and things that are permanent keeps changing..
Everything everytime just seems so well and the very next moment the world seems to be taking a swirl to make sure that you are not stable..sometimes you cant understand which side of the road to follow..both the roads just seem urs but which one to sacrifice and which one to choose is no less that the decisions to be taken under prisoners dilema..delay of every second is killing coz an emotional soul is crushed between the slabs of ignorance and longing...an ear on one side has a different thought merged with the expectations life long which are difficult to let go and on the other side its a new begining , new eyes opening to understand the beauty of every drop that falls, every wind that blows, to hear the different melodies and sounds, to sense the atmosphere of one ness and own...somethings not known of and trying to be aware of...and when the roads run parallel , the modes of transport can only see a straight run..each road runs on its on conceptions and beleives and tries to reach the destiny paved by them but the fact that the meeting has to happen coz they strive for the same destination of love , peace and harmony..each and every bud in the pathway of life is different and have had their own circumstances of growing from a bud to the flower so its preety obvious for their mutual reaction.. even after knowing these brutal facts of life the acceptance to the human nature is the most difficult task to be achieved.. involvement of the auxilaries are just the facilitators for a span of time to console yourself coz everybody has to head their way in life and as said above nothing waits for noone...every lil things mattered to the emotional soul who wants happinness all the way ...but where all to run for what and as said by one of the well wisher that mediator always is crushed and thas how this blog has got its begining..
Being spiritually connected does helps sometimes as the "life's quest" says getting attached to any emotions too much just leads to a bigger trap.. an effort works for a stipulated time and after that its al about self realization but this heart cant stop trying coz the heavy onus on somebody u love so much is also unbearable and till the end u feel yes it can definitely work out and will work out..human nature well cant stop trying and now that loads of things are known ...it will move on and has to move on.. the roads have to meet and meet the right way.......what i have learnt is change at every step of life and getting accustomed to it without panic.... coz taking anything too seriously in life is hazardous for health....
And i end at where i began accept the change coz its inevitable..........