May be i have always kept this in my mind and have cherished this forever, but the uniqueness is that i feel the same every moment and that every second of life that im blessed and that i really am.
From the time the eternity began and limbs numb for anything to sink in the biological composition, the moments have their origin right from that time.. The newness to the atmosphere and yet the adaptance to the every changing cyclone around the ecosystem, the fact that self is small and everything else is all needs courage to display. Right from the sleep to snore, watch to more, walk to talk , breathe to teeth, every lilttle pain and every big pleasure shared with the fullness of heart and the joy of heaven.Unconditional in the approach and never was that hand in want of anything but just that we stand by and stand by with those eyes full of pride and honour for someone who has shown us the world and been there when the world waived a goodbye.. In a situation exemplified with the state of lonliness and dismair, the world just seem to have been moving matrix movements and you being in the middle of the road to see everyone pass by ,you held by , back there but you werent behind because the unconditional push from those hands just pushed you so hard and beleived in the capability of ultimate success. And its because of those hands I stand here to still believe in the good over evil and the conviction to start from where i left to conquer the fallacies of unexplored arena.
The decisions being ours thinking it to be the disability of their for the undefined circumstances of them have given the freedom and made possible to open the tentacles of inner self to all the virtues of life. Gave us all that we wanted at the level when the words were stiil in the throat just trying to be sure enough to be out and never asked for anything in return... absolute unconditional..Involved in the decision making not because they lacked because we were a part of them to always make us feel that yes we existed too..We shouted and complained and just saw the one side to take out all that we had but what was on the other side still remains as the silent hidden truth of embarrasement and repence. They are growing and much faster than what we even aticipated it to be like but with time the change has been just for us to make sure that a single scartch is not left without a bandaid. Been there done than,, every step full of encouragement and support to give us the energy so that the world could feel it with us..Gave us the right mantras and made sure that every soul that we encounter gets the energy to just be the right one..
Just did that and the legacy of the powerful individualism still follows..Honour to the greatness of this genre for being the epitome of selflessness and yet when life wants to give back , destiny hold its game for the life to remain spicy as ever. They say you get what you deserve - though i completely believe in the adage but my brain tinkers for all that happens which defines itself outside the purview of deserve.. With the powerful culture and the roots of karma embibed strongly in the viens of my body , the process allows me to take a turn and force me to think logically which possibly i hate and tell me that may be this is to be brunt and that every day will ahve a night but the fact remains in visualising that the night will end the morning will wake up with a happy dawn..
Acceptance all round the place and sorrow at the same corner shakes the neurons and always make you think and question the very basic of nature..Growth at each level yet the resistance of the character hurts the inner core.. But may be the karma has its own way of taking to the destiny.. Life may be small but just enough to make things right if that want inside is genuine , just touch the chord and the music will be ringing throught out the life..All that i have and and this is a dedication to those two people, the selfless and sacrificing M my MOM and the adorable and lovable D my DAD who have made me the way i am and also the reason for my thought process.. Withose innocent faces in front of my eyes every eveninig that i see them, full of expectations and the want to be as close as possible twirls me in every emotion of love and a want to do as much i can do from the mere existence.. As said earlier it has been my stupendous Karma in the past to have been blessed with the epitome of love and forgiveness..... Just wanna be there for any word they feel is a Help....
mmmmmmmmmm...... Now i guess my heart is really heavy..
sign off.....
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