Friday, September 17, 2010

letter to myself...

Something definitely requires u to do things in life and I don't know when will I read this again..but definitely this is for the time when the world seems to be taking a turn and when all the face look turned. Life seems to be on the other side of the tunnel and ttunnel where I stand alone to hunt for light, to remember all the shine that I had in my life and would it to be there to give light to all the people on the other side of the tunnel..

Todays day taught me something and got intrinsically inside me.. Its the humility of thy self that takes u a long way in life. Someone on the podium has the audacity to stand firm even on the unwanted ridicule right under the nose and the fact that life has all the positivity to look forward it.. Its all about turning that guilt, pride and shame to gratitude, passion and service.. We all are a mixed compositions of a lot of emotions and zillions of thoughts running at the speed of light or may be even faster.. And the speed seems tto be accelerating if we do not exercise the epitome of self control. Life I not bed of roses as said by someone to me at an early stage, and may be now at this age I understand the deep context in itn as thought few years earlier it had just been a statement. The power lies in looking at deep inside and understanding the thousands roles that we play to get to the shadow of the person next to u.. No actions are senseless and the only context lies in observing the roles myself plays in those different phases.. Everybody is the same and in everybody is u. So treat and understand each n every moment in the way u would treat ur self.. Somethings come easy way and some just the not easy way. May be my box in which I have been brought up alwyas forces me to bring forth on the table the learning of life thru some powerful souls about the sadness which is bound to preavail due to the era in which we r born.. But the strength of life lies in the accepting the fact and reframing the concept to be happy in every small happiness that we achieve at each and every step to destiny. Each one has carved one for themselves and has the right to live it to the way they want to , then y interfere rather support and extend the hand of joy and happiness..

Since this letter is for me to read at the later time and see if I actually am at the place where this lil gal aspires to be, and ya may be since childwood I had always been looking for the purpose of life.. Looking at the stars while driving at the middle of the night. Trying to ask the stars all the answers that I plan to look for.. Keep asking all the sources closer tto the destiny to un veil the true core of life and to work towrads that. But I guess the answer lies in self realisation coz even the stars are trying to answer the question of their light.. U ur self the build the foundation of urself and the way the given ur self of life to be .. The happy go lucky to seek happiness in every breath that passes the brain, the heart or to be the other one and as I project my self to see from yrs down the line is the first part..

Dreams are meant to have and one instinct that draws me materially is the lemon dive.. One night lying on the bed
I had a thought of something that I like and that's what I look forward to, to start with and probably when I read this next I'm sitting at one of those 100,s sipping one of my lemonade.. Place where everybody just comes to utize the energy to be happy and have fun for the moments of life given to u .. The place to be and the place to bring smiles to one and all.. There is a sabbatical in the period but it shall happen coz I dared to dream may be dream after a long..

Well some more things in life that this temple has taught mee during my trip to the a small village in this huge world where people have hearts bigger than the other riches who have just the lockers full but hearts empty. What point it is if u do not bring smile to whom who doesn even had the stretch the lips a inch$$.. Wanna spread spark all around , to the small kids, to their owners, to the ones all around.. Spread all that I have gained to implant as the seeds in some to take it forward and multipy like the deadliest bacteria..

Life is to live and live it tthe way u wish to..my letter to my self is to all about being happyu and spreading the wings to all and everyone..

Happy letter to me !!

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